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My hysterectomy

Evening all !!

I feel like I say everything several times over now that I have several different ‘social platforms’… but here goes anyway.

As I told you in my last post, I went in for a Hysterectomy last Friday the 7th June. This surgery has been on the cards for quite a long time, but of course I wanted to do literally EVERYTHING first to see if I could avoid this major surgery.

All of this is documented in blogs, but as a ‘quick’ overview, I had a Mirena inserted (at my GP… Worst day ever!!!!) in mid 2017 after many many years of horrific period pain, loss and other unpleasant related symptoms.

I don’t know about you, but I can handle whatever I need to in my child bearing years… because hey, you just do what you need to do in order to bring about your family…. But once you know God has competed your family.. or even if you yourself simply decide your family is complete, you have less & less tolerance for pain & discomfort associated with the reproductive system.

I actually put all of this off years longer than I needed to.. but hey, I honestly think God’s timing always shows us just how perfect his plan is. Had I done this 5yrs ago, I would’ve been anyhere near as fit & healthy, which most likely would have produced a far different recovery situation than the one I’m in right now.

Ok… I’m getting sidetracked … Back to the timeline…

The Mirena did do part of it’s job, which was to reduce loss… (this was actually a huge win, as I was struggling with aneomia, and often restricted from donating blood) but all other symptoms were the same. I also got some new ones…. Some horrific pain that landed me in the Emergency dept several times. I ended up having to have it removed (also at the GP.. also an AWFUL day.) PS… in the unlikely event that my doctor reads this… you’re awesome, and none of the awfulness is your fault. Ha ha

The next step was an Endometrial ablation, which happened in mid 2018. This particular surgery was my worst ever when it came to my drug allergies.

My first indication that I had drug allergies was when I had a really small procedure at the doctors on my foot 6 or 7 years ago, and when I was given strong pain killers afterwards, I ended up more nauseas that I had ever experienced before.

I then had even worse experiences when I had what was assumed to be chest pain (But ended up being bad indigestion). I was given morphine in the ambulance which put me in a far worse state than before they gave it to me.

I then had a bad bought of sinusitis where I ended up in the ED and was given Endone…. also up there in the ‘worst day ever’ stakes.

So…. back to the ablation surgery… it was DARN STINKIN AWFUL!! I did tell the anaesthetist about my drug reactions, but maybe I didn’t make enough of a point about it, seeing as it ended up being the worst experience ever.  (Yes, I’m a little dramatic about this particular subject.)

My nausea was sooooooo bad in recovery that I honestly… no joke… would’ve happily gone to meet The Lord there and then.

So, when the ablation surgery did only the same…. reduce loss, but introduce even MORE yucky symptoms… some of the worst headaches known to man.. a Hysterectomy became unavoidable.

Which brings us to last Friday… sitting in the waiting room… confident that I’d prepared my body as best I could for the journey I was about to embark on.

There were 2 ladies in the waiting room with us that were very clearly there for their c-sections. That was emotional for me (surprisingly) as it really brought it home that we were drawing a big fat line under any possibility of making bubbas. (Not that we want more, so yeah.. it was weird. )

I made a BIG point about my drug allergies with basically anyone we spoke to prior to surgery, including the pre-op appt a few days prior. It was written all over my chart…. but just to be on the safe side, I spoke to the anaesthetist in the anaesthetic bay and said (obviously my talking to everyone worked, as she knew all about it) that she reviewed what they gave me last time, and she had a different plan for this procedure.

Well, whatever she planned… it worked, as while the procedure did take the max time given of 3hrs, and I still spent a longer than average time in recovery… I didn’t experience any nausea until later that evening, and that was to do with drugs given on the ward.

I had a reasonably good post surgery day the following day, but did battle with some nausea due to the strong pain meds I needed.

I did manage to have a shower, wee on my own (got a gold star for that one).. and GET DISCHARGED!!. It was soooooo good to get home and get into my own bed !! (Yes, I’m playing that first day down a tad… it was really quite awful.. but moving on… )

The last week has had its ups and downs. While in some ways, it’s been much better than expected, it’s also been far worse than I expected.   I’ve been able to have a small (& slow) 15 min walk each evening, and I’m pleased with that, however, I am quite physically incapable of doing anything but walk (rather slowly) around the house.  I have been able to do a few small trips out, even to my son’s Paediatricians appt yest, but everything is at the pace of a 700yr old Tortoise.  This is NOT a speed I’m accustomed to… or like .. AT ALL !!!

I have managed to get down to only using stronger pain meds at night… and just paracetamol thru the day.

Doing close to nothing is driving me absolutely bonkers… but I am excited that I’m 1wk closer to OPERATION COMEBACK !!  I do most certainly need to develop more self control & patience though, in order to not go crazy during this healing process.

I’m excited to plan, and achieve some really great things with my fitness once I’m physically able to get back into it !!  In the meantime, I’ve decided to gain more knowledge in the areas of nutrition and healthy living.  I’d also love to go back over some of my Bible College subjects that I found particularly interesting at the time, but would love to go over with more at a slower speed.

And I’ll take you all along for the ride !

But for now, sleep, healing & recovery calls !!

Blessings peeps !!

Respect the temple !

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Maintaining.. but wanting more..

Hi All !!

While I’m super happy with my weight, of course there’s still areas.. mainly my tummy… that I wish were firmer.  Also, if you’ve followed me over on fimum23, you know that I LOVE toned arms.

So, it’s my new plan to up the strength training in these areas.  Yes, I know… I’ve said this before.. and it’s not like I didn’t do any of it… I do.  But I clearly need to do MORE in order to get the specific results I’m after.

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There’s a couple of practical/housekeeping things I’m needing to sort out in order to make these changes as optimally as possible… but that’s in the works.

1.  I need to sell my X-trainer as I literally NEVER use it.  I used to really enjoy it, but now… not so much.  I know that it’s probably a seasonal (kinda) thing and I may come back around… as is proven by my now LOVE of my treadmill, which I did once detest the idea of getting on.  There’s also the undeniable aspect that the X trainer gives a full body workout.. and seeing I’m wanting to improve my upper arms, it would seem like a great plan to actually use it regularly, but the fact of the matter is, if you don’t enjoy being on there.. you simply won’t get on there.  (proven by the fact that I haven’t stepped on the darn thing in like 6mths). It’s also a rather bulky item to have in your rumpus room being unused.  At present it sits kinda under the workout cage, making it not 100% useable itself.  So….  that is a MUST DO item for next weeks ‘to do list’.  Advertise X Trainer !!

Achieving #1 will make #2 actually happen.  Using my workout cage to it’s full capabilities.  I absolutely LOVE doing weighted squats…. they just make me feel crazy strong (LOL).  I used to do them with my PT all the time (because it’s obviously way easier when someone can hand it to you…. or better still, place it across the top of your shoulders). But, doing them on your own is harder… and throw in the element of me having rather garbage balance due to my eyesight… basically impossible.. or at most… a rather bad idea.   Having the added safety of being able to pick up your bar at your optimal height and place it back in that same position…  just so great.

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It’s hard to see in this image, (as this isn’t actually my cage), but there are holes top to bottom, so you can place your bars at whatever height suits.   This is super handy in my house seeing I share with my son, who is 194cm tall.  😂

Another thing I’m yet to achieve, and REALLY want to, is early morning workouts…  As much as I try… I just love sleeping in the morning too much.  I also KNEW that this was going to get even harder as the mornings got cooler, so I really wanted to have achieved this BEFORE winter.  I do still have time for this, so I”m being optimistic and saying I’ll reach the goal.

I’m still loving my smoothies…. to the point where I am pretty bummed that I actually didn’t have one today.  (I mean seriously.. look at just a couple of smoothies I’ve concocted … pretty darn appealing)   I made my son the Healthy Mummy chia choc chip pancakes a couple of months ago, and he LOVES them…. so that’s what was on the brekky menu for today.  Then, of course, I had a healthy hamburger craving at lunch…  so there’s that… and then for dinner… I did actually have a smoothie, but just a simple meal replacement one, as I was crazy busy making stovetop lasagna for the fam, so needed to down my dinner before it was too late.

I absolutely LOVE (yeah, I know.. I capitalise a LOT) (See what I did there? 😂) finding different ways to get extra nutrients in by way of staying hydrated.  I’ve started making both cucumber water (which I actually fell in love with onboard Pacific Aria last March), and also Celery juice.

When I went to make the Celery juice for the first time, I was bummed to realise that I needed a nutbag to strain, but I’ve found that my Norwex dish cloth does a fantastic job.  (Yes, a shameless Norwex plug.. I have re-activiated my account too.  LOL)

OK… just a quick update for now….  I’ll make an effort to blog more in the days to come.. as I have soooo much info to share.  My niece has just given me two apparently fantastic books to read….  ‘Diet for a new America’ by John Robbins (I’ll just read ‘Australia’ every time it says America..lol.. and ‘Food for life’ by Neal Barnard, MD.  I”m super bummed to get into them as they do seem packed with great info, even just by flicking through briefly so far.

Continuing to #respectthetemple peeps !!

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What can we learn from a roadblock ?

Hi All…

So, everyone knows that there’s those times where you just feel like you’ve lost the omph you need to stay on track with a healthy lifestyle… but what about when the choice is taken away from you ??  I am dealing with that at present due to this foot injury.  While, of course, I can stay on track with my food & nutrition, I am feeling like a caged cat when it comes to the inability to exercise to the degree my body is used to.

I’ve got all the info onboard.. I KNOW that I need to let whatever is broken heal, so that I don’t have a unecessarily lengthened healing process… I KNOW that I’ll regret it bigtime if I push it… but knowing the info, and being happy about it are two very very different things.

It actually messes with your head a tad.  So, I’m having some chats with the Lord about it and seeking some guidance as to what I’m supposed to learn out of all of this… what I DO with the time I’d normally be walking/working out etc.  We know that He uses all bad for good, so it’s not a question of IF he has something for me to learn thru this… it’s a sure thing, and I just need to be open to receiving the lesson.

It’s humbling to come to the realisation that while you have plans to build & grow muscles in your body, God has plans to build, grow and stretch (something you DON’T want happening in your body.. lol) you in a far different way.  It’s actually far far more important to keep our spiritual muscles strong, firm and responsive than it is for our body to be.

In reality, well, for me at least, I NEED to have strong responsive spiritual muscles in order to successfully stay on a healthy pathway when it comes to my fitness & nutrition. If I’m finding I’m slipping with my food choices, or getting a tad lax with my fitness… barring any illness etc, it’s pretty much always a good indication that I’m letting my relationship with the Lord slip a tad.  For me, I’ve found that they’re totally intertwined.  I blogged about it quite some time ago, but Jesus really is my fav workout buddy.  ha ha !!

When I struggle to see how I actually completed a hard workout, or made that good food choice, I thank Him straight away as it’s clearly only in HIS strength that I achieve these things !!

I’m pretty excited to see what God does with this, as He knows I’m a pretty impatient person….  so it’s gonna take some strength to allow for this healing process to play out.

I’ll keep you posted how it goes…. but I’m thinking it’ll be good…. coz, well, it always is !!

Taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him. Psalm 34:8

Much love & blessings.  xox